The Holiday

Straight in to the matter. I hate the way my life goes. I just simply do. For god’s sake, a vacation is a vacation not just an extra time you get to be at home and do stuff at home. It’s just absurd. I’m just writing this because I just feel better when I do it. It relaxes my mind. My mind was about to explode with madness. Just think for a moment that you had to work 45 days without a leave, working on every Sunday and when you get a holiday for a week you just have to go home and work there. I just feel miserable, feels like killing myself. Don’t you? Ahhh. I might be going crazy eh?. I don’t know what I’m doing or what I’m going to do next.
It’s the first day of my holiday and I’m writing this sitting in my office waiting for a god damn lorry to come and pick up the goods. What kind a holiday is that? And who knows I might need to work tomorrow. Ok that’s it I’m just going to go with the flow. Harder I try to make a difference in my life the harder it gets. I just don’t want to make it harder on me. I just had enough, Writing what’s on my mind made my mind relaxed. I feel relief now, that’s a good thing. Anyway hope you all enjoy the holidays for me. Have fun.